I knew it.

http://k.jadedtulip.net/drive/

I quit.

Just a little flashback for the kiddies:

Caress The Sutures

I hate how I've become so fucking stupid,
and instead of making you love me,
I took the opposite approach
just for some acknowledgement.

And I got what I wanted
(as you say I always do)
but regrets and a tear-stained cheek
weren't at the top of the list.
I can't take it back,
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Well ain't this the darndest thing:


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You know the hard sugar that you use to decorate cakes or easter egg things? The really hard kind that's similar to the kind in the packages in the decorating section of the cake mix aisle. It kind of tastes like blood if you eat it correctly.

Interesting, isn't it.

"I'd love to be, the shoulder that you cry on,
and I'd love to be the friend you call when things are great."

We were talking about cognitive dissonance in social psych and I was thinking of you.

Are you telling me you don't know if you want to see me because you really don't, or because he doesn't. . .?

I always get blue, I don't like blue.

BLUE
You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
Find out your color at Stvlive.com!

Doesn't change the fact I was mad. Not at all about what was said, just about the fact that people choose to be anonymous. It's very cowardly.

You tell me not to lie and hide things, but get upset when I leave a CD Kate made for me out where you can see it. You want me to tell you the truth, but I can't act how I told you, I have to pretend it's not there. You tell me it's not my fault and that I shouldn't try to be perfect, then you say I'm selfish.

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I don't want to write in this anymore because I don't know who reads it. I hate that.

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