ive been posting a lot lately, and i know it mostly falls on blind eyes, and mostly that is ok, but if anyone read this here is the one thing i want them to know.

i am going crazy.  seriously mentally mad.

just wanted to share.

Death isn't something we talk to about that much. but when someone dies we focus on it, we can't seem to think about anything ( Read more... )

Ok. So here is (if all goes to plan) a long ramble message that isn't really going to get read, but will make me feel better at the end of the day, and fulfill my lj post requirement for the day.

1. Listening to Carrie Underwood, via youtube. Thank God for that site, and having a grand ole time jamming out to her music, I don’t care what people say ( Read more... )

so i went to pick haylie up and i pull into my parking lot, park, and per normal haylie stays in the car and pretendes she is driving, while i got get the mail.  i notice a older man walking on the road. no big deal people walk on the road all the time ( Read more... )

here is my today post ( Read more... )

i'm so enraged right now.
i'm ready to just scream.
i bury stuff so much.
i'm a buryer.
i know this.
i'm ok with it.
but i've been burying something for too long.
and i'm enraged.

so i could strangle someone ( Read more... )

today i discovered my wii healed itself and i then spent the next hour and a half working out on my wii fit and i feel great....maybe i should do this everyday...

i have the worlds most awesome daughter....just sayin

happy new year eve.