things will be changing.

wow.

this still doesn't feel real.

i love you.

i found the cheer up emo kid song!

sweet!

as far as the way i feel, i'm not really sure.

i've been staring at a blank computer screen, hopeing it will fill up with words, and tell me how to feel.
i'm just not sure.

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so steve and i are done. i don't know for how long.

4 fish are dead.

my ovaries are hurting again.

i hurt my thumb terribly bad.

i'm frustrated.

god i'm pissed.

whew.

well i'm glad thats all over with.

now i can stop crying.

i need steve.

so last night i made one last attempt to get just a seconds worth of attention from my "best friend", and faild again ( Read more... )

woah.