unforgotten moments

[22leslie22]

its april 9th. 11:18. I was just out side thinking about things that have happened and have been happening. You know when a moment that is absolutley amazing passes by. and you hold that moment in you heart... in your mind for a really long time? I have that. If youve read most of my journal u would know that most of it all has to do with the love

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Everything is done/said for a reason

[sintualsweettea]

Hey Sweettea!
I just read your entry and decided I'd reply to ya! I know how much you and Richie love each other, and I know, even though 300 miles away, you will make it! Like Ashley has always told me, you and Richie will get married! Even though Richie and I can't get along...I believe in you guys!! :):):)
Love ya!

thanks babe

[22leslie22]

i didnt mean to come acrossed as though i was feeling sorry for myself. I was only stating. Any ways, i know that we will and all will be well. speaking of which... i do wish you two could talk again. Im not gonna push any thing though. Thats what i want more then any thing. You know what hurt though? when i talked to jenna. She basically told me that since i left... the fighting has gotten worse. and i know that that isnt the reason for it. I know that. But i do love him. yet i love you guys as well. I dont want every one to be mad at every one. I love it when i get to come see every body and they are all in the same room clownin. (not on each other. just clownin) having a good time. I dont like to hear about how some one put down some one else and hurt them in some way. And thats all i hear. "fuck that, fuck them" i dont know. i just wish yall could get along. IF not for yourselves then for me. But... you get my point ill talk to you later. love ya write if you can

Re: thanks babe

[sintualsweettea]

Hey chick! I wasn't trying to make it sound like you were feeling sorry for youself, I was just stating that I belive in you! :) But, Richie and I talked, and I think we're cool with each other...I just don't want to be around all that too much, ya know? O well! I will try for ya babe!! :)
LOVE YA!

Re: thanks babe

[22leslie22]

thank ya... any ways... i know what you meant. So... i do have a question tho... are you and David still goin to prom and are you to still talkn?

dont know if i wanna but i forgot to ask

[22leslie22]

what actually was it that happened between you two?

Sorry Les

[sintualsweettea]

Les,
Hey sweetie! Look, I'm really sorry about flippin' out on you the other night! Really, I am just SSSOOOO sick of the rumors flying! And I know who's sayin' the shit!! It's just crazy!!! I hate it! I didn't do anything wrong!!! jess what givin' lap dances, me and holls were just dancin'...well, til' Holly went off...but that's not even that big of a deal, and if everyone wants to make us topic of conversation, still, to this day...I have one thing to say to all of them...GET A LIFE!!!!!!!! :) Bt, anyway...I just wanted to say sorry babe! forgive me!
Love yao

nada prob.

[22leslie22]

dont worr yabout it. I aint. I was only asking. And... i wouldnt jump to conclusions on who told me that. I have a feeling that you really dont know. I wouldnt have expected this person to be the one to tell me. So... i just thought you would want to know before you pointed a finger. Any ways... i guss i will talk at you later i just got off work and i am tired.

Re: nada prob.

[sintualsweettea]

Oh, I wasn't pointing fingers, I was just saying I thought I knew! I wouldn't flip out on anyone unless I knew...and everyone is runnin' their mouths, so...it's no biggie, I'm over it! But, anyway...yeah, Ashley's mad at me, and I guess some other people, and I have no idea why! But...Holly is the only one that's here for me...WHAT DO YOU KNOW? I'm definetly pullin' myself! I AM DONE !!!
Love ya

How does someone say "sorry" and let someone know they meant it?

[anonymous]

How does someone apologize for saying shit they don't mean. Anger takes over that person when the simplest things are said. Things are bad in that persons life right now, but thats no excuse. I know from personal drama that its very hard to apologize, and what makes even worse is that it happens all the time. So how does someone go about that? I know she loves me and will never let me walk alone, but I want her to know that I do appreciate everything that she does for me and let her know I love her more than life itself. I want her to know that im an asshole for the things I do/say, but I don't intentionally do them. I was told to take my own advice. Well I think I will and I will try to let her see that I am trying.

[anonymous]

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