lets blame it on winter

[245inthemorning]

there's a life i want to live and i'm not sure how to live it. and i just get so frustrated because a lot of the time i feel completely paralyzed. and i'm so terrified of becoming stuck but no one seems to understand when i try to tell them that, explain to them what that means. and there's no more waiting until i grow up because i am grown up

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[skyisacanvas]

And you really think you should be able to start adulthood on your own knowledge and strength?

[245inthemorning]

maybe.

what i should be able to do and what i need to figure out how to do might not really correlate. you know?

i think what i should or shouldn't be able to do is kind of irrelevant.

(should is a dumb word anyway.)

[skyisacanvas]

(yes it is)