I've decided that we live in this part time world where we all lead multiple part time lives and perhaps this is what the problem is...i don't know anyone who does exactly what they want at every moment, or leads a certain type of life all the time. I guess thats kinda confusing, but just think about it. Part time we are employee's somewhere, part ( Read more... )

I drove back to Nh on Sat and it seemed as if the entire population of New England was going nowhere fast. Its strange how we all just drive places, searching for this belonging, searching for relaxation and vacations, and I'm not too sure what, some sense of being whole, though i have yet to find it.

I know it's been a while, but i'm pretty sure no one cares, no one ever responds to what I write anyway, and it's not like many people have made an effort to talk to me, so the conclusion I've drawn is that nobody really cares or misses me enough to call and say hello. As for the summer in NH, well, it's going ok i guess. I work too much and don't ( Read more... )

The days seem to go by so slowly, tempting me into wandering, relaxing, and sleep. I can’t wait for summer, can’t wait to be in my own home, doing whatever makes me happy!! As for goodbyes, this weekend is going to be bizzare, Courtney leaves today and I’m going to miss her a lot. She’s an amizing person and I’m very glad to have met her...oh so ( Read more... )

hum, where was I. Brian. It's hard for me to talk about the love I have for him, because it is so different than the love I have for my other friends. His phone calls just make me long for those hugs, the company, and the way he could hold me as if I was no more than a child in need of protection, but it is myself that he protects me from...it is a ( Read more... )

There are so many things racing through my head as this semester comes to a close. I'm so excited about this summer, so ready to be FREE!!! It's funny to me really, because other than my friendship with Liz, I feel I have little reason to return to connecticut. I've never felt that desire to go back once I got here. I can't return to this life of ( Read more... )

Jmmin out to old school tunes...Good Charolette to be exact. Hum, its so funny how things can all of a sudden make you think back to the past, something i tend to do a lot of at the end of semesters. But this semester is slightly different because now, in the back of my head somewhere I realize I'm not going home!!  That's just so weird to think ( Read more... )

Yup, thats right, I'm quite the fickel little thing. So I'm only going to spain for the spring, and then we'll see if i come back, who knows. Reasons, many many reasons, but whatever. I got job at the portsmouth brewery, i start tonight which is pretty cool although i'm exhausted and i don't know if i'm gonna make it through the night and brian is ( Read more... )

so last night i was reminded of some very funny memories...high school times that made me laugh my ass off, such as making out in the stacks in the lmc and knocking over one of the little metal shelves of books, all the books went everywhere, but the idea of making out in a library and getting so out of control that you knock over shelves is ( Read more... )

HAPPY 4.20 ALL YOU CRAZY HEADS!! (blazin')