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fat_not_thin in 24_7_posting

Hi there..

Aug 05, 2013 01:06

It's been a long time since I have posted to an ED community. Since I was about 16 actually.

I am now 21 years of age and as you can imagine, my ED hasn't left me, it never leaves.

I had anorexia, then it developed into bulimia when I was forced to eat, then it developed into binge eating when I was forced to recover from bulimia and it yo yo'ed back ( Read more... )

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duckyfeets1 August 11 2013, 17:56:02 UTC

Sad to see you back.

I can sort of relate with the switch up with EDs. I went from AN to BN to being a binger and getting to be WAY overweight. To EDNOS. And now back to BN. It seems to never leave us. Just to change. Im always around somewhere if you need to talk or vent or whatever. Just PM me anytime.

fat_not_thin August 20 2013, 13:24:13 UTC

Sorry I never got back, I was on holiday.

Yes it's quite sad for me :/ But I am so glad that you are talking to me!I love having friends who are suffering similar problems as...my only two normal friends don't really understand and my boyfriend most certainly doesn't understand.

I went though exactly what you did and I am where you are now, I made myself throw up on holiday for the first time in like over 5 years ugh, but mostly I am EDNOS at the moment.

The family holiday was torture, 10 days and they always eat big massive meals, I managed to avoid eating much at all, with a few forbidden foods I couldn't avoid I somehow managed to maintain 10 and a half stone the whole time as I checked today thankfully, I nearly had a heart attack just getting myself to stand on the scale!

thumbelina_69 August 19 2013, 19:15:41 UTC

I think I remember your username.

I used to come on here constantly around 3-31/2 years ago and we are in similar situations.

I'm sorry that you've come back to this all. I hope we can give you support through it all.

feel free to message me if you need to talk to someone. I'm currently battling the same issues, at the higher end of my weight scale after tooing and throwing between diseases.

stay safe
x

fat_not_thin August 20 2013, 13:27:58 UTC

I think I actually remember your username too !

I'm both happy and sad that I do D:

But thank you so much for your support and I hope I can give you support in the same way. Like I said to the girl above me it's good to have friends understand what you are going through, when people in your life just don't get it.

I am EDNOS at the moment and I would love to do my best to help you out <333