A long stream of contradictions is threatening to destroy my mind and rip me apart. I haven't figured this one out yet. What scares me the most is that I don't know if I ever will.

Jesse, I love you. I wish you were here. Actually I wish I was there so that I could be eating chinese food and breakfast made by your mother.

This week has been insane. So much going on. So many people, so many homes. It's been great. A mixture of ridiculous and awesome. But I have a home now. I live with two people who mean a lot to me and it is wonderful. I think that some really awesome things are going to happen. The three of us are going to be a little broke for the next ( Read more... )

Its an endless cycle. I'm going to be relationship-deprived for the rest of my life and it's all my fault. I spend loads of time chasing after girls I can't have and rejecting the ones that like me. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I don't know how to take chances because I'm too afraid of hurting people, including myself. I can't ( Read more... )

-thanksgiving was a buzzkill except for the text messages and phone calls ( Read more... )

One fine day in the middle of the night,

Two dead boys got up to fight,

Back to back they faced each other,

Drew their swords and shot each other,

A deaf policeman heard the noise,

And came to arrest the two dead boys,

If you don't believe this story’s true,

Ask the blind man he saw it too.


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so my e-mail doesn't work in my room. livejournal is one of the only sites that works consistently. that's why i am posting my research from the library on here. so i can copy and paste it into my paper. so don't read this because it's not a real post.
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Oh yeah, ( Iceland )

WHAT A STRANGE AND PECULIAR WORLD WE LIVE IN ( Read more... )

( Unfortunately So )

As I sit here in the Park, under the lamplight ( Read more... )