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[25bumsinrags]

beck - sweet sunshine
mud fuzz music for vertical sweat time.
interpret that however you like.

i tend to be an optimist. until it comes to the future. and relationship.s.
exhausted and working on smashing my internal clock entirely.
"i mean. we have the whole summer left. which is like, a month and a half, right?"
not ready. not yet.

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[cancer_dancer]

the mix appropriately dubbed "fuzz crunching desert tunes"

and it fucking grooves baby

[anamorphism]

don't be worried. it's just more of the same.

[25bumsinrags]

eh. it's not so much college as leaving behind this life, including significant other(s). especially. significant other(s). which in itself could make the college experience complete hell, what with the lack of motivation and no future and all...*sigh*

it's just that i seem to have found myself in this interesting little predicament...the best way to describe it i suppose...is "happiness?"
(what? dependency? naw.)

[anamorphism]

the general increase in appreciation for things that you only get if you have to leave them behind sort of thing? heh.

i doubt you'll really be leaving anything behind. i'm sure you'll be able to come home often and the time between those visits probably won't seem that long.

[25bumsinrags]

man. i've been mourning this since the middle of the school year!
it's more a functionality thing. i'm dreading this crippling depression-type thing that makes college and the life thing in general unbearable and/or undoable. i'm probably enhancing the blow nicely by thinking about it so much, but if i must quote the Armageddon soundtrack, i don't wanna miss a thang.
*rocks out on tha geetarz*

[teethguard]

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[cancer_dancer]

hi, we're in europe

you are asleep on the couch in the lobby of the hotel in athens

muwah baby