i should not be sitting here doing this. go fast now, clean yerself accordingly. ok that's not the working thing to do. getting a charlie and a matt r tonight. thank heavens for both wonderful things. supoosed travels, to a bar perhaps? but i'm not sure if i'm down.  mr is hungova'. and most appropriately so. last night was niceness all around. let ( Read more... )

And its sacred tuesday. downtime at matt p's. which is technically now frannie's place as well. wonderful. i think i want an lj that's new. where most of the explaining, much like most of my life right now does not need explaining. it just needs doing ( Read more... )

i no longer live in my parents house.

i'd be really scared and sad, but i have a girl army to back me up.

and a matt.

so i'm in my sister's house now.

and i guess ijust go forward from here

and this is life
and it was always life the whole time we were living

"So it makes me think about love. I feel like a lot of love is small gestures that mean "for you." You love someone and you want to be able to do things that are pleasing to them or comforting to them or whatever. I think you give yourself in small pieces, you feed your love to that person act by act, and, in turn, they feed their love to you, in ( Read more... )

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and then she said good bye
and meant it
the rusted edge of her smile
flaking mercifully away to bone

one nice thing every day. no excuses.

change starts now.

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i am alive

kinda.

concert tonight o be there at 7 and bells and whistles and moshpits again.

and i never and never and never and ever and ever and never

(two points to whomever tells me correctly the name of the song the second line i just typed is from. no hints)

MUCH love.