I want to die. it feels like nothing in my life right now is going good right now cept for ruth, and i screw up a lot with her too. i feel like the cold is closing up on me and i try to fight it off but it just keeps coming and coming and soon i'm gonna be covered in black left in this cold sad little world we've been reduced to. i wish there ( Read more... )

alright, i know peoples...it's been a while. i could make up some lame excuse like i have been wayyy too busy or something like that, but really...i was just toooo lazy to update. but i thought i'd do it or else i wouldn't get to read's ruth's update. the last thing i member is joshua fest. ok, it was a friday, i think september 3rd. well i ( Read more... )

ummmm, let's see if i can try to remember all what happened to me. sunday, i went to church, and after church i went to ruth's house for the third sunday in a row. my mom brought the movie hearts and souls to church, and so i brought it over and we watched it. that's a good movie. then afterwards, we went up to ben's house, and hung out there ( Read more... )

ok everybody, this is where i last left off. it was a monday night. you know the kind...like day....but darker. lol, actually it was still in the afternoon, but my stepdad john took me into town and dropped me off at ruth's house. we had lots of fun just pretty making out. then after a while, we took a walk to the park. we were having a pretty ( Read more... )

hi diddily ho neighborenos! lol, flanders. anyways, this weekends pretty cool. let's see, thursday i pretty much just hung around the house until randy picked me up for youth group. my guitar still doesn't have strings so i just sang and played drums. well anyways, we played a game with puddin (ruth loves puddin so that's my new nickname for ( Read more... )

hey everyone. (and when i say everyone, i pretty much only mean ruth, ashley, and bridget, cuz they're like the only ones reading this). well i must say....this has been a freaking awesome weekend. let's see, i left off on sunday. sunday, i woke up, and my mom took me to church. my mom went to church too because she had to talk to Ben's mom and ( Read more... )

hey guys, i know i know, it's been a while. i haven't been able to reply to this till now. i've been at my dad's house for two weeks and i don't have a computer over there. so it's been two friggin weeks since i've been on the internet. wow. but, i've been keeping busy in that amount of time. my dad lives in town now so it's a lot easier if i ( Read more... )

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hey everyone, sorry i haven't updated in a while. well, let's see what's been going on shall we ( Read more... )

sorry it's been a long time since i updated, but i haven't had internet in like a long freaking time so i haven't been able to. lemme fill you up. i'm not gonna write about the first week i didn't have internet, cuz pretty much nothing went on. let's see. oh yeah. 2 fridays ago (i think it was two fridays) my dad took me up to our lakehouse in ( Read more... )