hahha what was i saying yesterday?

this is how it works, isn't it.?

i love being vague, cause ultimatly im the only one that needs to understand. i need to be vague because in writing what I feel.... it can crush me, it's too dangeous.

These past few weeks have been really... intense, to say the least ( Read more... )

I'm afraid that I wont have time to write later, or i'll forget, or something.

BUT.

This week, with all its work, with all its projects, with all its WARMTH AND SUNSHINE...

has been absolutely ... unspeakable! Thank you.

the groundhog owes everyone a serious apology. what a lying bastard.

this coldness has GOT to end!

im so happy, im soo happy, im so happy happy HAPPY. I dont know, what should i write about??? things are lovely, lovely, lovely. just for this moment though, this fleeting moment ( Read more... )

it is absolutely remarkable how quickly time has been going. i cannot say how i feel about this. part of me is excited, part of me loves it. and then the other part wants to breathe it in before its all gone. i just can't seem to catch my breath!

things are never what they seem to be on the surface. we are so blinded by life its actually quite comical.

i hate looking into the mirror. its never been this way. i hate it, and i want to change it. whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhy cant i escape.

my will just has to work harder. it will and ill love me again.

so much is happening that it is insane, completely and utterly incomprehensible. ! how's that for you? I mean, just that simple fact that in a few MONTHS. a FEW, i'll be a GRADUATE of Nutley High School. Seniors, do you feel this? Time is going entirely too quickly, yet somehow not quickly enough. so much unknown, so much undecided, so much to ( Read more... )

I wish I took school seriously when it mattered.

I think that's the biggest beauty of life.

I dont do things sequentially, I do them ridiculously.

I wouldn't want it any other way. I do it for me, not for merit or ...

or.