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Nov 08, 2011 01:12

I'm suicidal and I'm so so scared.

I can't do it anymore. I can't. The thought of being here for a few more weeks makes me have panic attacks. I just can't.

I can't wake anybody up and say that I feel this way. I don't want to be a burden. I'm just so so so scared and I just can't do it anymore.

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astrantiapetals November 8 2011, 05:29:14 UTC
You can. Just take it 5 minutes at a time.

And when you're ready, have someone sit down and listen to everything: wants of a happier you, fears of being alone, how your stroll was through the park today, how irritated you were trying to catch the bus this morning, or that bitch from work who spilt coffee on your paperwork.

You woke me up when I saw this on my community feed, and I'm glad you did. But you need some rest.

Go to sleep, and I'll see you in the morning.

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herbarebones November 8 2011, 15:11:24 UTC
I know this is unbelievably cliched, but I guess cliches become so because they are true, but whatever you're going through right now will get better. Everybody goes through shitty times in their life when they think it would be nice to be just end it all, I know I have, and I also know I'm glad I didn't do anything, because things did get better and I became a stronger person because of it. And you will too dude! Just hang in there and grab a friend to bitch and moan to, that's what they're there for.

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blackpuddle November 8 2011, 17:54:14 UTC
You'll get through this, you can do it. I've been there, it's hard, but you can do it and things will get better. *tons of ehugs*

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biscuitwheels November 8 2011, 18:29:30 UTC
You're not a burden. The people who love you want to help you. Let them help you.

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karma_aster November 9 2011, 05:08:53 UTC
It's okay to be afraid. Everyone is afraid sometimes. Just remember that you CAN work through the fear because you ARE strong enough.

You aren't a burden. I can promise you, I wouldn't take the time to talk to and reassure someone if I found them the least bit of a burden or in any way useless.

You are a beautiful, special person who is MEANT to be here and to be alive at this moment. How do I know that? Because you ARE here.

Trust me, life can be hard and scary sometimes, but it can also have moments of amazing beauty, and those are definately worth sticking around for. You can already see you have a hell of a lot of people here who care and want you to stick around, but I'm still gonna add my voice.

I've been there. It really truly can and does get better. Please stick around. The world is going to be a poorer, sadder place if you aren't in it.

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