i hate school so much that it's not even funny. in econ, the fucking prof gave us the wrong fucking equation on the board and we got a fucking question wrong saying that we copied down wrong. HOW CAN THREE FUCKING PEOPLE COPY THE SAME FUCKING EQUATION WRONG!!!! he makes me so fucking mad. and when we're just talking one on one, he is still ( Read more... )

i'm feeling good today. i'm so happy that i'm quiting my job right now. but you know me, the responsable type so you know i got another job lined up. hopefully, if this pulls through, imma be working at old navy. and ashley, if you're reading thing, imma got you some nice PJs for christmas. muahah! i love discount ( Read more... )

the seconds pass by like minutes. the minutes pass by like hours. hours pass by like weeks. weeks pass by like... oh fuck, their just fucking long and i am fucking tired of school and work. i just want to be able to sleep in. sleep... that word is as obscure to me as molecular biochemistry. don't you hate it when your hella tired but you can' ( Read more... )

so i'm going up shit's creek tonight cause i can't sleep. and i gotta wake up early tomorrow to go get my cousin's diploma, than go visit him at the local prison. last time i went they wouldn't let me in cause i had a ring on. i tired to take it off than and there but it just wouldn't come off. i told them that i couldn't take it off but they ( Read more... )

aw yes, the horrors of me. work and school, that's all i do now. omg, im so frikking bored!!!!!

camping was fun! i want to go again. but the next time i go, im going to bring an aero bed. i slept on a rock but i was too drunk to even notice. i don't know how many beers i drank but it was crazy. everybody was drinking except for helen(i think she had fun laughing at me). these asain dudes from a camp site far far away came to our camp ( Read more... )

what bothers me most is that there are a lot of people out there who think they are just the shit. i thought i lived in a normal town, now there are at least three people killed over some verbal bullshit. i mean, guys like that is what bring down our standard of being asian. it's hard enough being looked at sometimes, now they just give a reason ( Read more... )

i have this compulsive problem. that problem is that i have no fucking clue what to do sometimes. fuck, this is the one part that i hate myself.

so i got off work today and gabe calls me talking to me about playing basketball. i'm like sure no problem. so i get home and i'm just fucking tired. i was lying on my couch and bam, i feel asleep. i didn't even notice that i feel asleep. than i call the guys later and gabe picks up wills phone. i'm asking what they were doing and gabe starts ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't know what to do anymore. it's as if my tower of ambition and inspiration as toppled down into a mass of rumbling stones. i can't find the need to write my feelings out as i need to anymore. but there are even more flocks of thought flying around in my head more than ever. i question if what i do is right, and i analyze if ( Read more... )