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2beerlesbian

What are you looking at?

May 16, 2005 07:29

What's so hard about just being happy with the way things are? what's the point in rushing it? What will happen if I just went with the flow and let change happen? What's so bad about what I got? It's not about wanting what you can't have it's loving what you got ( Read more... )

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degenwalflower May 17 2005, 00:04:12 UTC

"Every molecule that has formed it. Now accept it. It is what it is. Life started before you got here and it will go on after your gone"
You're sounding good...maybe a little frustrated, but good all the same. Keep it up...I like what you're saying.

degenwalflower May 17 2005, 00:05:40 UTC

P.S. am I not speaking english?

2beerlesbian May 17 2005, 02:56:41 UTC

your not speaking....What? I can't understand you it's it's like your speaking a foreign language.

bluryphotograph May 17 2005, 04:00:48 UTC

hey... maybe its just my curiousity speaking. but i wanted to know. 1. what you meant exactly by your note on beths journal, and what made you leave the note now? was it something in her entry?
anyway, i'd like to hang out with you, and im glad you think im ok now.

it just kinda hit me. 2beerlesbian May 17 2005, 14:57:58 UTC

I was cleaning house and the thought of you two came to me and it made me smile. I'm not sure why it happened at that moment or why I got such a great vibe but I knew I like the thought. But then I remembered what I told beth and about my consiners. I really can't remember why i said them in the first place of why I felt that way at all. But it was wrong and i don't feel that way at all now. I just bugs me that I can't remember why or for what reason I thought that way. It all happened about a week ago. Sorry for any hard feelings and I really would like to know you more.

Deep thoughts anonymous May 17 2005, 05:33:13 UTC

Help, I'm drowning in the depth of your thoughts! Wow, real deep babe. I'm glad you are able to reach within yourself and write as you have been. Free to express yourself, though you always have!
I didn't go to Amanda's funeral, I was sick that day, so i laid down for five minutes, and it turned into 3 hours and i missed the funeral. That's ok though, I saved the obituary for you.
Talked to Matt for like 5 hours last night! It was great! I miss him, I think he may let me in his life more, but we will have to see won't we!
Oh I read the book The Amityville Horror, just to make sure it really wasn't scary, and yea, I'm totally down with watching it! Even though it was my idea to go see it together! When you come back though. I'm going to watch the original though, I'll save the new one for you. Ryan Reynold's is so hot!
Anxiously, awaiting your return! Miss you lots!
Marina

Re: Deep thoughts 2beerlesbian May 17 2005, 14:48:47 UTC

Thank you babe. I so happy that out of all the people who said they will see it with me you were faithful enough to wait till I got back to see it. I am a little consirned that you are talking to matt. Is this #15 matt schninder we are talking about...the one who treats you like crap? I miss you too. I love you so much only a week left.