I've really fucked it up this time

Jul 18, 2005 14:57

Shame is all I can feel right now. I can't talk so don't ask. I am so disgusted with myself. I can't stand the sight of my own reflection. What have I done. I've killed it. It's dead. GOD DAME IT AMITY. How fucking stupid can I be? well it's all down hill from here. so I might as well enjoy this ride to hell. So I guess life is good.

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Yeap.. anonymous July 19 2005, 04:33:38 UTC
You're pretty stooooopid alright...what happened now!?? We all skin our knees from time to time, but you seem to have alot of scabs! What the hey!?

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Re: Yeap.. deputay_jane July 19 2005, 08:13:12 UTC
Hey look, it's our old pal anonymous here to kick everyone when they are down!
I love ya Ytima and I'm totally here for you if you need some hugs or anything at all. Looking at my baby pictures some more should cheer you up.
Also I will sing you this song: THE SUNNN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW!!!
All done with the singing.
I'm sorry things aren't going well for you right now but you have a friend over here in the swamplands. Let me know if there's anything I can do, ok? *hugs*

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Re: Yeap.. 2beerlesbian July 19 2005, 09:01:02 UTC
thanks CJ you have no idea how much I would love a hug from you right now.

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Re: Yeap.. 2beerlesbian July 19 2005, 09:00:01 UTC
Who are you? only my best friend posts as anonymous but you don't sound like her.

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deputay_jane July 19 2005, 18:09:37 UTC
On your mood icon it kinda looks like the little bear is having sex with the little pig. I think that makes good sense for why the pig feels ashamed. I hope you didn't have sex with a bear, because they get really rough and rarely (if ever) let you get off first. It is all about their needs. Poor little piggy.

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andsometimes_ July 19 2005, 23:50:25 UTC
oh my it does, hahahaha

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andsometimes_ July 19 2005, 23:49:04 UTC
RAWR!!

amity.. how do you know whitney and beth what a small fraking world it is.

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it is a small world 2beerlesbian July 20 2005, 08:18:14 UTC
I have been friends with Beth since 6th grade and I knew of whitney before beth started dateing her but I haven't know whitney for that longe maby a year if that. how do you know them?

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Re: it is a small world andsometimes_ July 20 2005, 09:15:08 UTC
i stayed at whitney's house for pride weekend. i was a tag along with my friend ashley and got to meet all these awesome lesbains. anyways. yeh.

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Re: it is a small world 2beerlesbian July 20 2005, 10:55:06 UTC
I know ashley I've been friends with her since high school. I think we were friends in middle school too... I might have to check the year books to be sure. I was at pride with my friend andy who just came out. Andy and his boyfriend were in the pariade. I was suppost to meet you guys at a club...then ashley asked if I could go on a beer run and hang out at Whitney's... then I went to the club and danced with two hot girls all night.

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Hmmm, I'm lost! anonymous July 21 2005, 03:48:17 UTC
Wow, so this is what happens when i get sick for a few weeks, and fall off the face of the earth?! What happened? Girl, if you can't tell I accept, but still I feel bad you feel ashamed, but if it makes you feel any better, I was called a racist today. Hmm, me racist? I guess I'm just a bitch! And no that wasn't me that posted that up at the top. We all have scars from falling on our asses, so whoever wrote that can sit and spin. BTW, its Mina! Call me, I tried calling you, and leaving you random messages (well this is my 2nd, so I could try harder I suppose!) Call me love ya!

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