Despair

[2blunt4u]

After years of trying to break free of the self-fulfilling prophesy, I am so tired. I feel beaten down again, and wonder, after so much effort, am I really so much less?

Comments

[shadowdaddy]

dude. This post is not the regular you. What's up? Email is OK if you don't want to post it.

[2blunt4u]

The extent of my anxiety, low self esteem and self-pity is such that I would alienate anyone who read about what's going on inside me, so I don't even want to bother. I may email.