A lot of them were about how insecure I felt in my and Cole's relationship. I probably should've seen that as a sign. Weird, it seems obvious now.

Argh!I became so instantly happy and excited while on the covergirl website and I have no idea why. It makes me angry now since it instantly went away. i think it occurred to me that Christmastime is close. But now I'm sad because I still have 4 weeks left of school! Jesus, It's been almost a year of constant school. I am so freaking sick of school ( Read more... )

I remembered my livejournal...I'm back

new tennis racket.

was excellent. Turns out Cole's family likes me and I do like all of them. His sister and Tamra were kinda weird but everyone was so nice and I felt really good. It felt good to have all the ladies in Cole's family (around here) in one place having fun. My family never does that. Neat. After the shower, at like 7:30, I went out to eat with Cole's ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun though I throughly despise the word turkeyday or any sayins of "Gobble, gobble ( Read more... )

How much people change. And how much some people never do ( Read more... )

I love Cole.............still.

Sorry I have been neglecting you. I miss all of you. Please still call.

Is busy. I go to the doctor tomorrow after school. Then Friday I want to go to the game....Anyone want to take me?!? Cole has to work. Then Saturday=Homecoming dance. Sunday=nothing, absolutely nothing. Maybe cleaning. I should do bookwork for Psych. soon.