im bored, i dont wanna go to school tomorrow, bowling in senior pe.. wo0o, we'll see how tristans house turns out lol. im about to call jess and try to find out what the deal is. laura did something awesome today when she ripped up jessicas note lol it was mad funny. whatever here goes nothing.even tho more then likely i wont bring anything up. but ( Read more... )

im headed westbound!! only not..jessica is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo confusing god!!!!!!. i cant take it sometimes. heh if only she could be more steady on the way she acts, sometimes its like im all she wants, other times its like she wouldnt mind if i moved to australia never to be seen again. i dont even kno what i want anymore ( Read more... )

went to dashboard/brand new/mxpx/vendetta red last night, very rockin show... went to the show not a fan of vendetta red..left very much a fan,. the other bands kicked ass ooo. all i've been listening to since last night is dashboard, what a cure for emo-ness, wow. whatever, school is so gay and pointless i dont wanna go ever. theres no one ( Read more... )

i feel so low. i wanna stay in my room forever and never leavei dont kno why im the way i am, most people would be thankful, to have the life i do. everytime i get close to feeling happy and complete, something else comes to tear it all away. in this case it happens to be jessica, im almost positive now nothing is gonna happen w/ me and her. but so ( Read more... )

ahhhh wtf is up w/ everybody....i dont understand people, i wanna get signed, get on a bus and go leave to tour, that way im with the same group of 10 people everyday, and never have to stay w/ anyone else and deal with anyones crap. people get mad at me, because im sad too much, my friends get mad at me cuz im sad to much. fuck that man, what the ( Read more... )

welll, FAU SUCKED HARDCORE!! but i still found my own little happiness in that empty barren poor excuse of an event...we played OOKAY...nd i stress that, but i had fun regardless, i was pleasantly surprised w/ jessica showing up, even tho she didnt show up til after we played. i had to appreciate the 45 minute drive she spent coming up here. ( Read more... )

casey just "tattooed" a star onto my hand so ha marni.. i got it first. show tomorrow w/ ATL up at FAU which is in boca, hopefully all goes well and we perform well and people actually show up. i got a new belt tonight...what the hell is the deal with stars...."half the world likes stars" heh lindsay knows about that...my new belt is cool, its a ( Read more... )

torn between the coming and the going ( Read more... )

im sick. im tired of feeling this way ( Read more... )

Goddamn this fuckin journal, i just had a huuge long entry ready to be sent in and i accidently clicked the wrong link, and it all erased. fuck. anyway ( Read more... )