hayley, i know we don't know eachother well, but i understand. lately i have been growing apart from jonas. we always made plans to hang out, but they always fell through. i didn't think the chance would be taken away from me. it isn't fair...i know you cared....i know you always will...and i am really sorry. i know that he cared for you too....he told me...he was just worried justin would leave him for you. i want you to know that i am here...if you want to talk or anything, i am here.
i'm a friend of jonas' (and justin) from wisconsinamarettosocoNovember 12 2004, 21:43:32 UTC
i haven't been dealing well with this loss. i love jonas and he shouldn't be gone. and it hurts so badly to miss someone so much. and to lose him this way was horrible. i'm trying to find the silver lining, like something like "at least he died happy" but it offers no comfort. i want you to know, that if you need to talk at all, you could talk to me. i wish with all my heart i could be there for the funeral, but i don't think i can make it out there. please, tell jonas goodbye from me. tell him, i love him and i'm sorry for everything. tell him i love him, just tell him that. love you, ♥ sarah
Sweetie, you can't think that way. Never blame yourself for this, or what you might have failed to do to prevent it. If it is anyone's fault, it's his, and not yours. You can't make someone stop being addicted to something, and that's what he was. You did your best to tell him to stop, and that's all you had the power to do. Please don't even ponder what you could have changed, because it won't help, and what's done is done and forever. And don't be so quick to assume he's gone. You know I hate to sound preachy, but just because you can't see him doesn't mean he's not alive. I know it's not easy, and I'm so sorry. I guess the best I can do is be around, so remember that I am.
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i hope you are doing well.
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i love jonas and he shouldn't be gone.
and it hurts so badly to miss someone so much.
and to lose him this way was horrible.
i'm trying to find the silver lining, like something like "at least he died happy" but it offers no comfort.
i want you to know, that if you need to talk at all, you could talk to me.
i wish with all my heart i could be there for the funeral, but i don't think i can make it out there. please, tell jonas goodbye from me. tell him, i love him and i'm sorry for everything. tell him i love him, just tell him that.
love you,
♥ sarah
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