I've been thinking a lot too.. But I never wanted to be an A list celeb or be on Broadway.. All I've ever dreamed of is changing someone else's life. Making it possible for someone else to carry on when they feel they cant.
Baby, dreaming can never be a bad thing. Of course, nobody ever gets everything they dream and wish for, but without dreams, there would be nothing. You'd sit there with drugs or sit there wasting away on a couch somewhere. You wouldnt try, you wouldnt amount to anything. You can never stop dreaming. In your dreams, you will catch night in a bottle. Someday, you will be on that stage on Broadway and close your eyes and you will be flying, you will be flying all the way to your vacation in heaven... and you just might stop at the moon on your way.
Your answer will come to you, even if you never know the question. It could come in a year, or the very second before you breathe yor last breath, but you will not leave this world without the satisfaction that Gizmo will wave you goodbye.
The fact that you want to change someones life shows that you have an amazingly big heart and I know you'll help people in one way or another someday.
See, that's the thing. Nobody ever gets what they dream of, so what's the point really? I mean I know I'm gonna try my damndest to get what I want in life but I doubt I'll get a lot of it.
Thank you for the reassuring words :) They made me happy :)
Sweet dreams back atchya! And if you ever need to talk to, I'm always here for you.
ive been thinking the same thing, that yes im only 15, but there are 15 years that i have wasted now. this book thing, im rushed to finish it and rushed to see what happens with it because i feel like i dont have alot of time left. and if i could have just wasted 15 yrs, then what happens if i waste another 15? ill be fucking 30! what then? what am i going to be. i want to write and i want to act, but come on..how do i do that with a mom who wont get off her ass and try to make it happen with me. you know what i just found out? that keira kinightley (the oh so gorgeous actress who has been in pirates of the carrabean etc) is only 17 yrs old. 17?!! thats only 2 yrs older than me and she has already been in about 3 or more movies. it isnt fair, why wont my mom just get up and find me an agent? im in frikin california, and guess what? that hasnt changed a damn thing. it makes me angry thinking about it.
Holy shit! I'm offically screwed in the acting biz. God only knows when I'll be able to get an agent or get the nerve to try out for plays and shit around town. God damn.
i forgot i wrote this as my BIO and i thought it was cool..
Bio: my names brittany lynn russell and i live in cali ..some goals..
i want to write a play i want to fly to the tops of mountains with adam i want to sing at the tops of my lungs with reba and alex i want to sail in the deepest blue with brett i want to do the weirdest things with meghan i want to quote the unbelievable with hilari i want to take the coolest pics with jeanette i want to dress up in the oldest clothes with stephanie geib i want to make fun of the gayest ppl with stephanie mckinney i want to go to a broadway show with shawn i want to die and go to heaven with someone who loves me
so i love all your dreams ... and thats the same thing that happens to me i wanna do so many things in life and accomplish so many things then i get all sad because i dont think i will... but i do feel sometime that i have wasted some of my lived years like with acting i wish i would havbe started it so much earlier then maybe i could be something by now.... but maybe we needed this time to be " wasted" and then to realize it and try an change it and see where wer heading.. but wer only 15 and i feel a lot of pressure with the acting thing i dont wanna start old you know?... but we have many years a head of us. :)
MAybe your right. I jsut feel like I could've done so mcuh more with my life. I wish I was a better student, I wish I would've tried harder to do things, I wish I took better care of myslef, I wish I was nicer to more people. I hope I can make the next 15 years worth wild.
no matter how our lives turn out ,whether we are famous or marry rich, or dont even accomplish any of our big goals in life. i think that we should never settle, i look at my mom and i think like WOW! quit school after 10th grade and no colledge degree and she still works her ass off. she has yet to settle and shes almost 40, thats what i want.......cept im goin to colledge!!! lol
I'm never going to settle, even if I do do the things I want to. But I guess reality just gets the best of me sometimes and I realize I'mmore than likely not going to get a lot of what I hope for in life, and it just really sucks.
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Baby, dreaming can never be a bad thing. Of course, nobody ever gets everything they dream and wish for, but without dreams, there would be nothing. You'd sit there with drugs or sit there wasting away on a couch somewhere. You wouldnt try, you wouldnt amount to anything. You can never stop dreaming. In your dreams, you will catch night in a bottle. Someday, you will be on that stage on Broadway and close your eyes and you will be flying, you will be flying all the way to your vacation in heaven... and you just might stop at the moon on your way.
Your answer will come to you, even if you never know the question. It could come in a year, or the very second before you breathe yor last breath, but you will not leave this world without the satisfaction that Gizmo will wave you goodbye.
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See, that's the thing. Nobody ever gets what they dream of, so what's the point really? I mean I know I'm gonna try my damndest to get what I want in life but I doubt I'll get a lot of it.
Thank you for the reassuring words :) They made me happy :)
Sweet dreams back atchya!
And if you ever need to talk to, I'm always here for you.
Luv you!
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I hope you get an agent soon :)
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Bio: my names brittany lynn russell and i live in cali
..some goals..
i want to write a play
i want to fly to the tops of mountains with adam
i want to sing at the tops of my lungs with reba and alex
i want to sail in the deepest blue with brett
i want to do the weirdest things with meghan
i want to quote the unbelievable with hilari
i want to take the coolest pics with jeanette
i want to dress up in the oldest clothes with stephanie geib
i want to make fun of the gayest ppl with stephanie mckinney
i want to go to a broadway show with shawn
i want to die and go to heaven with someone who loves me
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<3 you.
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