Maybe things are starting to turn around....?

[2eyesofinfinity]

I got my job at Publix!!! I'm so excited! I thought I'd be dreading working, but I'm really looking forward to it. I get to work with a bunch of cool people

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[illmakeusonrisa]

i really like your entries

[2eyesofinfinity]

Thanks :) It's good to know someone enjoys them and doesn't hink of them as just a bunch of shit

[cutupangel]

i know how u feel abotu health problems, god always being in pain makes it hard to be happy all the time, but atleast urs will go away, why are u always so down on urself, u got into a play last year steph, god i havent even gotten 1 call back, like really steph u are good, i hate when people are down on themselves when they are auctually good, ur one of the people on my list who i can see myself graduating from theatre with and doing an amazing senoir recital with, cause u are very good, it isnt easy alot of times when u are singing to smile god its liek ur focoused on everything but smiling ur thinking about the words of the song the rythem the right notes and how to stand where and when to move ur arms, it will come steph u really havent been singing for a very long time, i have been singing for ever and some times i forget to smile, but i do alot of smiling normally so i dont really have to try, and ya know what steph love themusic make it u, make that song like it was meant to be sung by stephanie ____ mckney (spelling?) ur

[2eyesofinfinity]

I know I'll be able to get over my health problems, but trust me, no matter what I'm ALWAYS gonna be getting hurt someway. It just works like that with me. Like when my sists got undercontrol and stopped hurting I burnt my thumb on the iron. Then when that healed, I got this damn cold flu thing that's going around. Now that I'm starting to get over that, I fucked up my toe today. OMG it's hurting so bad. I'm afraid to look at it. Thanks for nursing my wounds. :) That made me feel a lot better. If you ever need someone to write for you or something I'm completely here for you!

Thnaks for all your reassurance and advice. I think I've just been having a bad month or something. But I think things are starting to get better. I just have to focus on the good not the bad. If I need to talk I know I can come to you babe :) And you the same!

I love you!!! :)

[anonymous]

What Mnich sees is often the truth. He's a tough guy sometimes but is there for his students no matter what. In the past he's told me a thing or two that I didn't like but ya know what, I reall learned from it. Your right to turn his observation into a posative thing. I did and I'm so much better for it. Same thing with Keys and LeBaro. They don't mince words. I for one am grateful. Sorry this is anonymous but I don't like writing about the teachers if my name is connested. Feel better and get better and keep trying. Don't be pissed. Be thankful!

[2eyesofinfinity]

Don't get me wrong, I love Mnich and all of my other teachers. But what Mnich said rubbed me the wrong way until I turned it into something that will help me. I guess a lot of feedback is that way. It may hurt to hear it but in the end I'll try my best to find a way to make the negative into something positive that I can benefit from.

BTW- Thanks for the comment, but not knowing who you are is bugging me to no end. I would love it if you'd share with me in private who you are. If not I'll be racking my brain for a while but I'm very greatful for your comment :)

[x0x_kim]

i liked ur entry .... it make sme wanna read more and more and more...lol
im glad ur turning this into a positive thing instead of a negative :)
i love ur laugh!
everytime u laugh.....i HAVE to laugh... cause its so contagious...wow id i spell that right?

well we gotta start hanging out
during lunch or w.e
ilu

[2eyesofinfinity]

Thanks babe :)

You love my laugh??? LOL!!! That was random!!!

I'm always changing where I am during lunch. But we def. need to start hanging out again.
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