um...... im bored. im gonna call courtney pretty quick here. yeah i need to be happy again. and im gonna be happy again. im not gonna let one stupid mistake (that i will regret for the rest of my life) ruin me. so....... yeah. ...... well i walked mike sheriff to class today and then he walked me back to my locker and then we walked back to class ( Read more... )

um........ yeah....... he hates me........... wishes i was dead............. i wish it too........... it's my fault........... i hate myself........... i'm an idiot, jerk, bitch........ whore....... bye

does anyone have a gun i can shoot myself with? cuz i have nothing to live for. i still love shawn whether he or anyone else likes it or not. and i don't care what you think anymore because i do love him. but he fucking hates me now and will never talk to be again like ever and its my own fault. i have no purpose in this world so i should just die ( Read more... )

well.... yesterday i went to my grandma's house and ate lots o' food and got fat. spent the night and this morning we had breakfast at ponderosa's and it wasn't too good to me. I saw susie peake there. she was the cashier lady. and then we went to K-mart! i got a purple tinkerbell purse. and more haircolor. then we went up to bargain books and got ( Read more... )

hey. happy thanksgiving. today im gonna go eat at my grandmas house and get fat! lol comment and tell me what you're doing today. ♥jordan♥

you know what? everyone can fuck off. it's not your problem. it's mine. and i really don't care what you have to say. and i don't flirt with andy. and i said i dont want a LONG relationship. okay so everyone can fuck off

not single! im with cameron schuitman now! lol yummy!

yep.. i broke up with shawn today and everybody is asking me WHY?! well...... 3 months... too long for me. i need to flirt a lot! lol yea well i'm single as of 3rd hour today. so kill me now. shawn is like really mad. and............. yeah well thats over buh~bye ♥jordan♥

i dunno anymore. i think i wanna be single for a bit........ and i wanna date other people. i'm only 14! i dont wanna be tied down yet! i wanna experiment! lol..... really though. but yea idk cuz i like cameron schuitman but im with shawn! ggggrrrrrr i dunno what to do anymore. i really love shawn like a lot but i like a lot more people too. idk. ( Read more... )

omg! we lost! gggrrrrr i was crying for a lil bit but i can go skating now! yay!! i went skating friday and cameron was there! i was happy! i hung out with him the whole time. he is awesome. i love him like a lot. yeah........ but i LOVE shawn more!!