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[2high2_care]

All i see are pretty faces and fake smiles.
i get mini heart attacks when im in public
im socially reluctant and i hate it
sometimes i dont  see the point in sobriety
everything and everyone makes me want to get high
i feel just as alone when im "with"someone

i dont know what i want.i feel like im in a constant state of confusion

Comments

[victorshen]

I get this. I feel the same way quite often.

Honestly some of the happiest moments I've had lately are when I've been so high that all I can remember is 5 second clips of things and fuck all to any responsibilities I should be taking care of.

It'll pass. We just need to bear with it for now I guess.

[2high2_care]

thanx. i dont feel as alone anymore....haha

[victorshen]

Always glad to help. :)

[hedoesntgetit]

You know what, LA has definitely given me some kind of anxiety of everyone being fake. I have become more of a homebody than ever. I am not into drugs or anything, but damn if it wasn't for music I may be.

and i too feel alone even with another person.

[2high2_care]

I feel the SAME way. Music is the only thing that keeps me going.