i'm not going to update this journal anymore...i got sick of the name...so i made a new one. GO ME.

but it's friends only, so yeah, get added BITCH.

i love you.

tuxedos4corpses

i haven't really been on too much lately. i've been to a lot of parties. but i haven't been drinking. i gotta' drive. i'm already invited to a couple new years parties...so i'm gonna' get trashed. it is a special occasion you know. i saw ashley working at papa murphy's last night, and she gave me her numbah(sarah pimp action like WHUT)and we talked ( Read more... )

sometimes i can't believe what a freakin' pimp i am. i had this pretty hot intellectual guy trying to get in my pants at a party i went to. i didn't sleep with him, i told him no. i was running pretty late getting home though, i got home at 6 am...and now it's nearing about 9 am...after checking my email and shit i watched the princess diaries 2 ( Read more... )

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i love hot boys from chicago that send me really funny/hot pics that become my desktop image.

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nicole is sooooo cute when she sleeps.

ohkay. i REALLLLLY need to get a job FAST. i just found out my bro got fired today. yeah, and he was helping pay bills. so, only my mom is working. my dad still hasn't gotten on dissability. and well, i need a job so i can leave, so they don't have to pay for me. OH GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. this sucks. this is just one more thing i have to worry about. ( Read more... )

nothing much is going down.

i still feel a little down lately. but, eh. i need to start keeping myself busy. i really need to get a job. oh well.

i've come to realize that it's my own damn fault i keep getting hurt.

i put myself right in those situations. they may seem like a good thing at the time, but they NEVER are. i just get screwed over. and then i feel worthless and like some whore. but it's all my fucking fault, i did it to myself. ISN'T THAT FUCKING GREAT?!

i'm just not easy to

i still haven't slept yet. i've been up since 5:30 yesterday afternoon and it's now almost 3 this afternoon.

someone needs a life.

and that someone is me.