It's that wonderful time of the year again where crazy weather people insist it's going to snow in Portland and where psychotic soccer mom's and dad's prepare for the worst by putting studs on their tires. No I'm just kidding, all is fair in love and war ( Read more... )

I have been thinking recently about the concept of time. I remember as a child, being home sick, and how the minutes and hours crept by so incredibly slow. Or being at a friend's house playing and time racing by and it already being time to go home ( Read more... )

Another fresh start. A new day. A new beginning. Wow- I could write a song with these cheesy words. I don't know, I just want to pump myself up and really enjoy my life and this opportunity to be a student and have no real responsibilities. I have gotten so lazy and so scared and it's ridiculous. Maybe I have been too spoiled? Whatever, I can do it ( Read more... )

I have never felt so betrayed and lied to.

So this is what this feels like.

Interesting.

Well it is an appropriate time for me to update as a year ago I mentioned in this journal that my brother was engaged and as of Sunday my brother is now married! It was a fabulous weekend and I hope the year of planning paid off for the 48 hours of festivities. The ceremony was beautiful- very holy and Christian, embraced the sacrment of marriage. ( Read more... )

Hmmm...so grades are in. I got a C in Accounting, the death of Sarah class. I feel good to have passed and be done with it but it is frustrating when the rest of my grades are As. I think business might really hurt my GPA but I will proceed and go for the gold of having a double major degree ( Read more... )

Oh snap.

Drunk as a skunk.

So crazy life is.

Feeling better with the alcohol. Must be those alcoholic roots? Hmmmm, that could be a bad thing.

I miss people, I want to celebrate life with people.

I long to be close with her again.

So crazy life is.

Feeling so much better today even though today is an off day. Maybe it is the alcohol from last night ( Read more... )

How wonderful is angry music? So wonderful. Sometimes I forget how much I need to hear pop music ( Read more... )

God, I hate being so rude and mean to her but she is so clueless. I feel like everything is always a battle and then we just all look the other way and pretend things never happened. It makes me hurt. She is my giver of life and yet I really have no respect for her. I guess this is what it means to be truly alone-no longer belonging to anyone.