i wanna make-out with the wild gunman...cause thatd be hot...

im just SO tired of the comments about me not being good enough for JV...i give up...u know what u ARE right...im NOT good enough...UR better than me...HAPPY NOW?!?!...god...now i gotta plan my friggin reject filled halloween...o what fun thatll be...me being a loser...sitting at home...eating candy...basically...my typical saturday night...o well ( Read more... )

well...nothing new...nothing ever new

well...i just had to add something to the gunman thing...uuuuum...if he finds out that im talking bout making out with him...its gonna suck BIG TIME...soooooo yea...erin...on the DL...ok?!?...cauuuuuuse...really dont wanna freak him out...ok...im done...

well...today was AWESOME...i ha dpractice at six...which was ok...BUT i got to miss ALL of spanish...two days in a row might i ad...yea...i missed cause of this assembly thinger that i had to do...then went to chik-fil-a for breakfast...yummy...then...went to school...que triste...but yea...IIIIIII got over it...school was ok...but then after i had ( Read more... )

its hard to put into words the amount of LOVE i felt tonight...church was AMAZING...i mean...its like GOD knows what i need to hear EVERY sunday...its just...indescribable....

wow...im sorry...i was just on a down spree like...ALL week...im jsut STRESSED OUT...seriously...i mean school sucks...i really HATE it...and personal issues aren't really helping either...but yea...im sorry to everyone that thinks im COMPLTETLY retarded...

oooooooooooookie dokie...well...got to go to regions again today...and...varsity girls got 4th...yay...yea...it was cool...but yea...anyways...i AM second to alot of people...second to my sister...thats ALOT of people...and im second to people on my basketball team...cause they TOTALLY show me up...and to MANY of my friends...im second to YOU... ( Read more... )

im just...not in the mood...probably wont write for a while...cause u know what...ive decided that people REALLY could care less about me...yea...and that kinda sucks...but o well...tryin to stay AWAY from the drama...but its not that easy being friends with girls and all...but yea...this will be the last entry...until i feel like i have a need to ( Read more... )

this sucks...i feel like im second to everyone...EVERYONE...i mean...people have like BEST FRIENDS...their NUMBER ONE go to person...yea...dont got one...and im not one...which kinda makes me sad...i thought that my drifting away prediction wouldnt come true...but it did...my good friends are drifting away...and yea im happ that i meet new people ( Read more... )