Being infatuated with something I can't have is probably a little unhealthy
yet it's still a big hobby of mine

That's all for today, folks.

4 A.M. and my mind was wandering.

Lately I've been trying to crawl out of the cave I've blocked myself up in, but it's been kind of hard staying social. Most of my friends are in great relationships, and I just have a damn hard time being around that right now. Usually I'm pretty good at keeping rude comments to myself, but you can't expect me to keep it together when you tell me ( Read more... )

Trying to gauge how I'm feeling these days ( Read more... )

I'm destroyed
and it's your fault
I let you deep inside
And you thrashed your way out

You've taken away the one thing that gave me purpose
So I'm left to writhe in the company of my own mind
I spent a good amount of time convincing myself to hang around
And now I see it's all for naught because you don't care

There's no continuing on now.
It's all over.
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I want to feel alive again ( Read more... )

Just when I start to feel like I'm heading in a better direction, I start feeling totally unaccomplished ( Read more... )

Listening to music ( Read more... )

Well, today hasn't been as bad as past days.

I may finally be coming to terms with things.

I had a lot of fun hangin out over at Will & Holly's place with Jordan & peeps.

We had good fun times.

Well, that's my half-assed attempt at a daily update.

Feel updated.

Since I don't feel like getting everybody up to speed on my life in this post, I went ahead and made my previous post no longer private.

Sorry for the longass length of it, but I'm sure you see why I don't feel like summing it up.
So, tonight I go to pick up my wife from work at 11. She informs me that she'll need the car for the evening because she ( Read more... )

As of a few days ago, my wife told me she was finished with our relationship ( Read more... )