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ME: are you like thinking twice about us or something
KRISTINA: well...its hard to explain
ME: try to
KRISTINA: okay well...if someone hurts me or something and i really care about them alot. my heart goes through this mode...and i get really depressed and sad and my heart slowly starts blocking that person out and when we broke up my heart started going through that process and then when we got back together it was just..weird, like ive never gotten back together with someone who broke up with me because i always blocked them out so i wouldnt have to worry about it and i could move on
KRISTINA: am i making sense?
ME: yeah
ME: so you did that process with me?
KRISTINA: not on purpose...and like...idk..it got screwed up when we got back together and now its all weird...i dont know anymore
ME: sorry if we got back together
KRISTINA: no dont be sorry
ME: you can break it off if you want
ME: i kind of knew you werent so fusdhfudsh about us anyway
ME: so its ok, i knew what was coming
KRISTINA: but andrew i really did love you...so much...im so sorry...i didnt want this to happen at all...like this was the last thing that i wanted to happen
ME: ok
KRISTINA: are you okay?
ME: doesnt matter
KRISTINA: yes it does
ME: ok
KRISTINA: im sorry
ME: its ok
KRISTINA: no its not andrew im so stupid i wish this didnt happen you dont know how much i hate myself right now for hurting you
ME: im used to it. its not like its the first a girls hurt me, i exspected it from you
ME: every girl is the same
ME: end of story
KRISTINA: ...i guess...