.jake.I havent in a really long time use this as its real and first intentions were when I made this journal; to just really sit down and write out my thoughts ( Read more... )

.jake.I honestly dont think I exist on this thing anymore ( Read more... )

I dont even care, i'm the bestest best friend one could ever ask for. Who else would throw their two friends a birthday bash of a lifetime, with two full kegs, beer pong, flip cup, a beer tent, drunken basketball, pin the tail on the donkey, kickass cake, champagne and jello shots, and an endless playlist. And of course, having the party start at ( Read more... )

I'm addicted to the strip club...

.jake.
I have a new addiction... Texas Holdem. Its really bad. Let me just first say that my boy drewbybooby is a damn good player and I have a good amount of respect for his playing. But last night was the luck of the draw and I just kicked his ass. I'm not saying i'm a good player. In fact, I had a four of a kind and didnt even know, but they do say that 90 ( Read more... )

.jake.Outside of everything with Tom, I have a completely other situation I have to deal with and last night made me realize that i'm someone easy to fall for but not good enough to just let it be me. As much as that doesnt make any sense, it does. I'm stuck in a strong position right now that will either bend me some or just completely break me. ( Read more... )

.jake.For once I feel really content in Tom and Is relationship... and its because hes in the doghouse. He just doesnt get it and the ball is offically in his court. What he does with it, I dont give a fuck. But if he cant do something right soon, then i'm done waiting for him. Yeah, its been a short peroid of time that weve offically stated dating ( Read more... )

(my update from yesterday)
.jake.Its been a long time since I did that ( Read more... )

Ah, I swear my roommate sucks so much ass its not even funny ( Read more... )

Suddenly id do anything to not be here anymore. I just love being moody.