Tonight I went to watch Alessandro's Dance show which was awesome :) He made me proud ( Read more... )

I knoooooooow that Valentines Day is about "the thought that counts" but me buying my boyfriend Lacoste Cologne and huge box of chocolates, to only recieved a single rose makes me feel crappy. As well as the fact that hes not even here. He told me he felt like an idiot after I gave him my gifts. He probably should since I know he put absolutley no ( Read more... )

I had a kind of productive day. I met with Katie. We sat outside Aran and drank coffee and had ourselves a nice long overdue "face to face" conversation. Went to Douglas and spent an about 45 minutes in there sampeling cologne. Deciding on a cologne for Alessandros Valentines Day present wasn't nearly the hard part, it was having 8 or 9 tester ( Read more... )

is there anyone who knows if livejournal has a trash can like email accounts? You know when you've deleted stuff and it just goes to the trash can, but for it to be really deleted you have to empty the trash can. Ya well i've deleted some entrys and I want them back. soooo if anyone knows the answer to my question it would be much appreciated! ( Read more... )

I have $6.15 in my bank ( Read more... )

I'm looking for something new. What it is, I don't know just yet ( Read more... )

Du kannst mich am arsh lecken wann ich kaka flecken haben!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I always think about my death. all the time. I'm a little weird ( Read more... )

I want to fall asleep and never wake up again. Maybe then things would go better for me, because as of right now I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to beg for it. I don't want to beg him. I'm scared its just familiarity and not love anymore. He sure and hell doesnt give a fuck anymore. If I were to say those things and do those things... ( Read more... )

I finally got my tattoo!!! Wahoo ( Read more... )