mariel- we all feel the way that you do at one point or another. we're teenagers (cliches are true). cheer up and open yourselves to us. your exactly right- we don't know who you are yet. hell maybe you don't. but a livjournal will only show us next to nothing. so open up, and if people are assholes, tell 'em to take a long walk off a short go-fuck-yourself. you got 2 years. make 'em good, make'em different.
well mariel...
anonymous
July 21 2004, 20:14:34 UTC
I have been there. I know how it feels to be excluded or alienated by your "friends" and how it feels to be lonely. Most teenagers have. As a classmate of yours, I should know you better but, I don't and I am sorry for that. To help keep things in perspective: remember that situations change. Maybe not drastically but they do. Maybe a new class schedule will introduce yout to a person you connect with, or meeting someone in a cafe, or a new rider comes to your stable. Old feelings leave, personalities change, situations change, and so will your life. It make take a while but eventually things will take a new form. Good luck.
open up, tell people how you feel, don't be afraid of what they say, they're all losers anyway. Remember that everyone feels this way one time or another. Its just part of being a teenager, it blows.
damn, thanks guys. whoever you are... (i have a sneaking suspicion that it's only one person but thats ok.) i wasn't expecting that much feedback. and im really thankful for the support. ...though i can tell now that i was really fishing for it. i was afraid people would resent me writing such a dramatic entry but at least i havnt heard from anybody who did so thats good. it really was one of those times when i overdramatasize stuff just because it seems so big in my mind and i know its still gonna be a problem but that i'll get over it.
so to sum up... yea, being a teenager blows and i want to get out but o well. two more years will have to do.
Mariel- DON'T GIVE UP HOPE!! I've been going to school with you for years, and sometimes I feel like there's more to you than meets the eye, but you never let anyone in! We all have our tough times, and you've just got to get up when you fall and keep on truckin (lol Old School). Make yourself some goals for the fall- surprise us all when you come back in September. Can't wait to see what happens.
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we all feel the way that you do at one point or another. we're teenagers (cliches are true). cheer up and open yourselves to us. your exactly right- we don't know who you are yet. hell maybe you don't. but a livjournal will only show us next to nothing. so open up, and if people are assholes, tell 'em to take a long walk off a short go-fuck-yourself. you got 2 years. make 'em good, make'em different.
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so to sum up... yea, being a teenager blows and i want to get out but o well. two more years will have to do.
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