guess whos back again!..yEsS Me!.. oh yeah i know but it really sucks because everytime i leave i always miss so much.. and ii hate it!!.get ready for the longest entryy in my history lol<3 ( Read more... )

heyyaa.. yeahh its been a little bit..but im baCk! so0 yess rehab today was g-r-e-a-t!! my nurse is great he lets me do whatever i want really.lol(within reason)haha then he like gives me all the good shit so you know, im hooked up<3..hahaha ( Read more... )

yesss... SO TODAY MY BROTHERS HERE!! HES VISITING FROM FL!!..YAAYY!!!
ROB IS THE GREATEST!! andd little e and chris suckk.. we're the only cool siblings..haha..loveeyaa robb!!!!

oh-and for everyone that knows, the asshole called me yesterday 10.17

and im still really sick they wont let me do anythingg ah i hate it ;[

so0 my bad mood is just even worsee ( Read more... )

ii GiVee iTt uPp FoR JuSt oNe MoRe DaY WiThh yOuU..<3

just a flash back for anyone who doesnt know that im in love with chris.. lets do a little recap on him, on everything i wrote about him in my little journal..

29 august 04 ->"ii seen chris..<3<3<3.. yess hes fucking gorgeous and i cant even explain it hes so hot dammniit!! maybe if i could stop making an ass of myself then i could actually be ( Read more... )

so,as your sitting there reading this i infact am sitting in the hospital bed yelling at nurses and gettting my bloodd taken every 8 hours and all that good shit ( Read more... )

so0 today was a horrible day, i wake up miserable, i go to sleep miserable.. i dont know i just hate itt what could i say? can we say depressed??..theres nothing for me here you know?..nothing i dont even feel like staying here.. sometimes i comtemplate the reason for life?? i dont know im not suicidal or anything but sometimes i just contemplate ( Read more... )

so0..t0day i read mckennas journal, and read what caroline wrote and that inspired me to write the same damn thing ( Read more... )

so00.. first things first..

GO MARTI!!! SEE I KNEW YOU COULD MACCkk ITT!!!.. good movess to00..aww imm soo proud!

aWw iM GoNe*