i live in a world of darkened visions and haunting illuminations. within this labyrithen mind. we circle around, circle around as if we are on the walk to find god, and that we are. and each time we find ourselves deeper and deeper into the mix of distortion-distortion, where my spirit is haunted, and where the life of me is not veiwed as simply is ( Read more... )

i'm done with school.

i can imagine what the fuutre will be like, but i also fear it, this new beginning, this semblence of the reality and everything now that is unfolding ( Read more... )

hey all check out the new website!i redid the design of secondseraph.com and updated with paintings, drawings and photos. lots more content will come soon-the site is much more portfolio and content oriented than the last one, and it'll be advantageous now because people who haven't seen recent work can see it ( Read more... )

prom. rocked. my. combat boots.

last night was great. i had the best time. and had so many great conversations with so many people. couldn't ask for more.

so i'm doing math every night. didn't make sense to me but now it does ( Read more... )

i often feel like i'm trying to find a new spirituality that can sustain my soul while i live in this suburban holdout, this strange and terrible construct of driving, not walking; of sound and noise and respectable expectations ( Read more... )

forget everything they taught you in school.

it's good to be back here ( Read more... )

stop giving into Resistance.

i will fill words where the hole still hides
and root it out like a sunspot on a star.