"Poque no gay?"bandphoenixSeptember 14 2005, 03:44:03 UTC
It's never a waste of space "T", everyone needs to vent every once in a while! Secondly it is only natural to want to be better but does that make you substandard to any of those Cocks? NO! Also, singing takes a LONG time to perfect, chill out you'll get it. If you still have trouble then I'll help you out when you come here (and I wont "dumb it down" ;). Furthermore, you should enjoy your independence and enjoy the fact that you don't have to go home every weekend to see your parents. Of course you can visit your family all you want but college is a part of growing up and becoming your own person as well as depending on yourself. And yes it will take time to find those close friends that you can tell anything too but you'll find em.
Well that was certainly a long comment... And remeber I am always here if you want to talk!
Re: "Poque no gay?"2syllablecolorsSeptember 14 2005, 21:07:20 UTC
Thanks for all your support. You really know how to knock some sense into me.
It's just so difficult coming from a Florida music program, especially being a percussionist. I mean, Shepard prepared me better than alot of drummers out here are, but you know I like to hold myself to a different standard. Being average and learning things isn't okay. I enjoyed having an ego. Maybe if I was doing drumline I would feel better because I'd get my chance to shine, but I'm doing mello, and there I'm just average and learning. But I s'pose that's what college is right? Right.
"T" I totally understand about not being able to decide what u wanna do, I mean atleast u have a general idea, if anything goes wrong u can always fall back on music even if u aren't the best at it.
But yea I bet the life style there is alot different than the one in Miami, I mean even here in tallahassee, it's different, not as much as Jacksonville but still different.
Don't worry so much about minial stuff, I mean u can still be urself, not all the way but try and open up a little more to people, bein secluded and not having friends sucks.
Well if u ever need anything just give me a call I don't do much at all. And I am always free after 4 in the afternoon.
I'm glad I can still talk to you, you know, when you aren't at hookah bars or laughing with sherri about your mom calling me. Your mom kicks ass. So does mine, but that's besides the point. Yeah, things are very different here, but I guess I'll try to open up to people. Don't want to be that Loner Lesbo I used to be =P
o my fucking goodness!!! i just wrote a comment that was about two paragraphs long and it got erased! ARGHARGHAGRAHRGAHRGARAGRAGRHjgfh;oaies'[p weiohj'woi. il rewrite it later, i AM PISSED.
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Also, singing takes a LONG time to perfect, chill out you'll get it. If you still have trouble then I'll help you out when you come here (and I wont "dumb it down" ;).
Furthermore, you should enjoy your independence and enjoy the fact that you don't have to go home every weekend to see your parents. Of course you can visit your family all you want but college is a part of growing up and becoming your own person as well as depending on yourself. And yes it will take time to find those close friends that you can tell anything too but you'll find em.
Well that was certainly a long comment...
And remeber I am always here if you want to talk!
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It's just so difficult coming from a Florida music program, especially being a percussionist. I mean, Shepard prepared me better than alot of drummers out here are, but you know I like to hold myself to a different standard. Being average and learning things isn't okay. I enjoyed having an ego. Maybe if I was doing drumline I would feel better because I'd get my chance to shine, but I'm doing mello, and there I'm just average and learning. But I s'pose that's what college is right? Right.
That certainly was a long response...lol
Dammit I need you in Alabama, get over here now!
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But yea I bet the life style there is alot different than the one in Miami, I mean even here in tallahassee, it's different, not as much as Jacksonville but still different.
Don't worry so much about minial stuff, I mean u can still be urself, not all the way but try and open up a little more to people, bein secluded and not having friends sucks.
Well if u ever need anything just give me a call I don't do much at all. And I am always free after 4 in the afternoon.
No wrries and be the best cock u can be!
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Ha, at least that's what i say up here, lol.
I'm glad I can still talk to you, you know, when you aren't at hookah bars or laughing with sherri about your mom calling me. Your mom kicks ass. So does mine, but that's besides the point. Yeah, things are very different here, but I guess I'll try to open up to people. Don't want to be that Loner Lesbo I used to be =P
Love ya Coxy!
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there u go now go prove me rong
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