its raining. i love the rain. maybe i just love the possibilities of the rain. how life needs something so dark. i love that it is strange to stand out in it. i love the thought of kissing someone in the rain. i would love to, but i wont right now. maybe thats because i havent met the right person to do that with or maybe its because i dont ( Read more... )

i got it. the countdown began on saturday night at 10 oclock. 50 hours in counting. then it became 48, then 24, then 10, then 2, then i went to the mall. at about 12:08, i recieved my copy of the newest of the ea sports games, ncaa football 2006. i have been obsessing over this game just as much as those crunchwrap supremes. i will tell you ( Read more... )

ten hours until i go into hiding ( Read more... )

oh, my, god. i have seen the light. my eyes have been opened up to a new page in my life. i may not have found everything that i am looking for, but i have found everything that i need. i realize that i may not know what true love is, but i know what i have. it is perfection. when i am with her, i feel so... perfect. i dont know how to ( Read more... )

tran has officially left for canada. i think she has to speak french the whole time shes there. at least shes supposed to. meh, well see. i miss her late night conversations. i hope shes doing alright. dont turn canadian on me ( Read more... )

ah (not ahhh, but ah)... the dog-days of summer. they are officially upon us and have been here since summer began. everyone is experiencing them, not just me. all i do is work and sleep. thats all anyone does. no one has time to hang out or is able to when other people want to. it sucks and it makes everyone feel like they are each loserly ( Read more... )

today is sunday. on thursday, i went to all around town looking for a new car. i searched high and low. east and west. everywhere. i even went to a tire dealership on accident. i guess it wasnt an accident because he told me to go up to tradewinds and check out the car they had there. it sounded like what i was describing that i wanted. ( Read more... )

its been two weekends. i feel like a loser. the past two ( Read more... )

wow, where do i begin? see this is what happens when i ( Read more... )

this weekend was awesome. i had a great time. i went down to calvert city. it was great. its a little under four hours away. cassie lives there. that was so much fun. the first night i got there it was pretty late, like 10 or 11, so i just went to sleep ( Read more... )