FIrst Time by evilhundred, Xenosaga, list 1 #14

Dec 02, 2006 05:46

Title: The First Time
Author/Artist: evilhundred
Fandom: Xenosaga
Claim: General Series
Theme List: 1
Theme: #14 The first time/not the first time (both, sorta)
Rating: R
Description: ShionxAllen fic. Not really any secks, but a whole lot of suggestive content.
Disclaimer: Xenosaga doesn't belong to me, and none of the creators approved this content.


The blankets were long gone and the sheets were tossed about in disarray. Allen's body was coated in a light sweat and his chest heaved as he caught his breath, but Shion had hardly worked herself up. In fact, jogging might have given her more exercise.

"Was that... it wasn't your first time, was it?"

"N-no," Allen stuttered, feeling inadequate, though her tone had suggested simple curiosity rather than disappointment. "But it's been a while... and it's the first time I've actually enjoyed it, I guess." The truth was that he hadn't felt comfortable around other women since he realized that Shion was the one he really loved. He never wanted to pressure Shion and tried to move on, but no matter how much a man needed physical company, Allen wasn't the type to let himself chase after it. There had been enough work to keep him from thinking about it, anyway. "Not since college," he said, and what awkward and misunderstood situations those had been. He feared that this night was quickly turning that way too, but Shion was content.

She smiled, but for once she held her tongue for his sake and refused to share what she was thinking. It might have been the first time she really, recognized and honestly avoided hurting Allen's feelings. He had done well for an inexperienced lover, but there was no avoiding comparison to Kevin, Shion's first and last love until Allen. Kevin's expertise had, in fact, frightened her in a small way, but she never dared to question it. She told herself that he was just naturally good, and she was enjoying it, so why complain. But Allen was different, and though she had not been fully satisfied herself, it was nice to satisfy some one else for once.

She curled next to him while he lay on his back, still catching his breath. He was laying in the situation where she used to, and she found it was also nice to lead instead of always following. "If you feel like going again, just let me know," she said, and laid her head down to rest.

"I think I'm done for the night," he replied, and then nervously, "but I can make it up to you." He rose to his hands and knees and began to kiss her legs, starting at the knees.

"You really don't have to," she said through a soft laugh. This was new to her.

"I want to," he insisted. "I'd do anything for you, you know?"

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