last night...

[32plusflavors]

yesterday was a wonderful day and... i had to go and ruin it. why do i always do that? it's almost as if i wont allow myself to be truly happy. like i get to a point and then i expect something to go wrong. and when it doesn't, i get scared and make it happen. but then once it's all messed up, i want everything to be back to normal. i honestly don'

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[shoe___laces]

awww, what's wrong? you know you can talk to me. and if you need me between 4 and 8 any week day I'm just down the road, I'll run to your house if I need to ♥ I'm always here for you. ::hugs::

[32plusflavors]

see that's the problem, i don't know what's wrong. i just can't seem to allow myself to be happy. i keep kinding things to get upset about and bring down the people around me. i don't know why i keep ruining things.

[shoe___laces]

next time you feel yourself slipping into that "not happy" state, or feel like you've been too happy or something just call me, maybe i can help you then?