I know I did alot of complaining about my family this year, but there's just one more thing I have to say. (possitive things will come later, don't give up on me) I went down to my Grandma Pat's house to get a dressmaker's dummy for my Aunt to use to make my homecoming dress for me. My mom went with me and my G-ma showed us pics of Hailey and her ( Read more... )

Allright, so I spent most of the day with Halli today. We met up with some old friends of hers. Interesting characters. Most of them were hung over and they regailed us with their tales of parties from the night before. They just sounded gross and rediculous (sp) I don't see the "fun" in drugs or getting 'hammered'. Anyway, we then went to Halli's ( Read more... )

allright, just an update. I went to a dance with Anna the other night and then went to Wal-mart with Her, Junior and his friend. It was a blast. We ran into Ismael (the guy that works the night shift at wal-mart. very cute) I haven't been doing much of anything really. I finally finish In the Beauty of the Lillies and wrote out the questions. Three ( Read more... )

Okay, so yesterday was one of the longest days I hace expierenced this summer. That's not nessesarily a bad thing...it's just that the morning and afternoon and evening were totally different from each other ( Read more... )

I was the one that wanted this...I was the one that wanted this....Damnit this is so much harder than I thought it was going to be. Seeing him, talking to him....it..I just...didn't know what to do with myself. But, I'm supposed to stay strong.....

I had another dream with Cam in it. I don't get my dreams lately. The last ones that I can remember have all been me with a small group of people fighting for our lives...like a video game...you know, creepy creatures-monsters, tons of them. In the last two I've been a shape shifter. This time it at a huge school. It was all grey and not like a ( Read more... )

I got the disk with my senior portraits on it today....I am so dissapointed. I wasn't comfortable during the pics, it was hot and I didn't know what to do with myself and any male that I don't know makes me uncomfortable. It shows in the pics. There are only two or three I like out of 50-60. Dar is not good for portraits. If you're looking for ( Read more... )

*sighs* I know I've been doing a lot of complianing lately, but I'm here again. I talked to Tyler today and he told me "I can't do this." I told him that we couldn't get back together now, this amount of time will do nothing for us. If we got back together now we would just fall apart again. He asked me how long he had to wait. I just...He got ( Read more... )

huh. So I guess I don't need to wait 'til tomarrow to tell you what happens. Tyler and I broke up tonight, over the freakin i.m. Did Nick start a trend? Anyway....I'm single...that's gunna be hard to get used to. Tyler's a great guy, but things just weren't right anymore. I don't really have much else to say.....

well, I guess I made things fair. We fought about how I don't believe in god and apperently Tyler was staying with me because he had hope that I would convert. That kinda of hurt, you know. We had had an hour's long awkward half silence and then I mentioned that I had gotten a Tarot card book. We got into this weird fight about "how can you ( Read more... )