today hung out with megan scott n jessi. went to the park played monkey tag..and all that shiznit. then danielle maxwell showed up (gag) and yea ick. then we walked back here n they came inside. my stepdad was being an ass as usual but yea. fuck him. well that's about it. forsworn show this weekend. it's gonna be freakin awesome. so excited <3 me

hmm..doing alotta thinking again. go figure ( Read more... )

my favorite nightmare ( Read more... )

what has happened in the past few days ( Read more... )

my mom n mike leave tomorrow. finally. i'ma be with jessi for the next 11 days. so yah. it's a gonna be fun

+ rode the bus home with jessi ( Read more... )

today i was in an awesome mood for some reason ( Read more... )

- the weather sucks today ( Read more... )

things are better ( Read more... )

today started out ok. then i started thinkin bout shit again. i'm not sure of anything anymore. i tend to blame myself. even tho luke told me "nothing others do is because of you". if only i thought that way. sometimes i wish i wasn't so honest about things. cuz when i am i usually end up getting hurt. whether it be friends or boyfriends it always ( Read more... )