Well i still haven't fallen asleep... still sitting here... wrapped up in a fuzzy-pink blanket... i did draw a picture though that took about twenty-thirty minutes to do... i think i'll draw more... maybe... i haven't drawn an actual picture for quite sometime... usually just tattoo designs... tribals... but i felt like drawing... the pic is a bit ( Read more... )

i didn't sleep tonight... hmmm... i wonder why... oh well... my last entry was a bit excentric... i know i could not stop being who i am today... i've come so far... and anyone that's known me for a while would know that... i only wish you could see that... i don't know if i'll be home later today... but if you want to talk you can find me around ( Read more... )

NEVER again will i fall in love... you lead me to think everything was ok.... then you broke my heart again... i want to whip my ring into the woods... i want to throw everything out... things change... so i'm going to change... not too many people will like my transition... but fuck it... people only pretend to care until they find something ( Read more... )

Ok so today i did nothing... which was great... well not really... i didn't fall asleep until after five this morning... then i got up around tenish i think... blah... i had intentions of cleaning my room... that never happened... ummm... i ended up playing 007 Angent under fire for a few hours straight against my little brother and my father... ( Read more... )

So prom was tonight... it was good... I pimped out my vintage sixty's hat... I put leopard print fabric around the hat and I found some feathers at the prom from boas... a purple and blakc one... I was hoping to find a pink one too... but oh well... it's all good... Shawnee was Beautiful! But Shawnee's ALWAYS Beautiful. I looked ok... blah... I ( Read more... )

So today was a great day!*BIG Smile* Well it started off sad... I woke up to a song that was played at Shawnee's prom, and when it was playing she had said something to me... so when I woke up I felt like crying again... but I wouldn't let myself... so I called Shawn around seven thirty-five and talked to her for a little while... I wanted to tell ( Read more... )

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Why did I have to let you go... why did I have to say this is what I wanted... if I knew this was going to hurt so much I never would have... I couldn't go to school today... in fear that I would breakdown and cry... like I've done all day... I try so hard not to dislike him... but what can I say everytime I think of him I want to scream... I ( Read more... )

Tonight I could not night sleep... for everytime I close my eyes you're all that I see... someday I'll be able to sleep... when I know that you are truly happy...

"If the people we love are taken from us, the way to live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever."

Pain, tears, and a broken heart... no regrets... someday it will be ok... I hope...

Lover