Numbness

[3dayscari1205]

My Grandmother died last night. All I feel is numb, then the tears come again and then the anger. She was such a fighter I hate that she had to go like this. She never complained, never let in on how much pain she was really in, and never ever gave up. I love her so much and will miss her all the days of my life. For those of you who don't know me

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[xpunkrokprncess]

i'm so sorry, carolyn. :(

one of my co-workers' grandmas died last friday and it was really hard for her.
she was able to take the whole week off work. people shouldn't be so
fucking inconsiderate. if that were me, i would have punched that girl in the face. just a first reaction.

anyway, i want you to know i'm here for you in anyway you need me.
if you need someone to talk to, or anything, i am here.

i love you and i miss you.

- shamia

[3dayscari1205]

Thank you so much hunny. Believe me I wanted to [unch her in her face. You have no idea how many times I've wanted to do it, but I refrain because I have to work with her. It'll come back to her, you wait and see. I miss you so much darlin. We should hang out soon. When this is all over with and my head is back on my shoulders then I'll give you a call. Love you!!!!

[cosbean]

Hey you, I am so sorry to hear about your Gram... I know that a reply in a Live Journal won't make you feel any better but just know I am thinking about you. I wish I lived closer I would give you a big ass hug and then go punch that bitch you work with. I love you. Keep your chin up...
Colleen

[3dayscari1205]

Thanks darlin! I wish you lived closer too I need a big ass hug from my wee one and I would PAY to see you punch her inher face!!!! Thank you for keeping me in your thoughts I aprreciate it more than you know!!!! I will see you on the 29 though! What are you going dressed as??? Sexy bitch!

[kittiping]

hey hun, I know how ya feel. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. My grandfather passed away last Saturday and the memorial service & reception was all day today. Kinda a miserable week, that's all...

[3dayscari1205]

Thanks for your thoughts. I'm sorry about your Grandfather. It sure does suck. It's been an emotional rollercoaster and we haven't even gone to the services yet! YIKES!

[anonymous]

Awww hun I am sooo sorry :o( I wasn't even that close to my grandfather when he died but it still hurt really bad. People out there can be so rude and heartless...fugg 'em. And in the future, don't do her any favors.

[3dayscari1205]

Thanks for the thoughts. It hurts to lose anyone whether close or not. It's part of your life you're losing and she'll get it once she matures. Which could be a while away. I don't know who this is, but thanks!

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[anonymous]

Awwwwwwwww, Carolyn! I'm extremely sorry, hun! Ha, I can't believe I actually found out, right now though. Eh, well, anyway, I'll see ya around and talk to you some other time. Love yas. Later.

-[Much hXc Love Forever -&- Always, Sara!]-