there's no more trying to make this so right, no more trying tonight

Jan 14, 2004 20:29


today... was good. until i got home. more crying. will it ever end? i'm so sick of feeling bad. chris has been... shocking. like he's said and done things i never imagined he would do. it really hurts. like crazy. i can't stop crying. i haven't gone a day without crying in like a week. not fun.

apparently all these stupid emo kids think i'm some ( Read more... )

Leave a comment

Comments 5

fallinstar311 January 14 2004, 18:42:54 UTC
awww...those pictures are so adorable. I hope everything gets better. I see ya'll together sometimes and all I can think about is how cute it is and how I wish I had a relationship like that. Maybe he's just having an off week or something and he's taking it out on you. But I'm sure he still loves you. I mean...what about all that stuff he said last week after ya'll had that lil break up? Well, whatever the case I hope it gets better. <3

Reply

3ebpriestess January 14 2004, 18:46:04 UTC
yeah. i mean he hasn't said anything like "i dont love you" or anything to that extent.. it's just that i'm so used to him being like OMG I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU and going on forever about how much he loves me and stuff so when he doesnt do that it's a huge shock to me and makes me think he doesn't love me. i just wish he'd show it more lately. thanks 4 ur comment :)

<3Jackie

Reply


(The comment has been removed)

3ebpriestess January 15 2004, 14:52:37 UTC
thanks dani.. i miss you. *hugs*

<3Jackie

Reply


aww jackie anonymous January 15 2004, 18:42:50 UTC
jackie im so sorry all this stuff is happening to you. I want you to be happy. and i want chris to start being nice to you again. I can't believe what he did to you today. all you have to do is say the word and ill take care of this zack kid. i <3 u! -Chelsea

Reply


makeout_arcade January 15 2004, 21:47:19 UTC
guys can be real jerks. :/
im sure you'll get through it because we all know how much you adore that guy.
keep ya chin up, kid.haha<3
things will get better!!

♥erika

Reply


Leave a comment

Up