fair
contemplative reflections
cackling self doubt
two inches
one
.
angular views in which.
lack, thereof, comfort
confrontation
of self forced acceptance
or regularity
fermentation swallowed by a simple layer
not to be burned
or stretched
forcing refused
socialistic conviction

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clickclickclickclickclick
over intoxicating revelation of sound
leading to anticipation of contact
from you, or.
some stigmatic subconcious simplistic KNOWING
that you won't

.

and that i never want you too.

fire consumed lungs lack of breath resulting in poor stigma and a wretched aura brought to you by

many.

contemplative studies show
these products spoil self-deprivation
yet create temporary yellow teethed giggles
later resulting in choked up sour thoughts
esteeming to pure nothing
ness.

my  weekend went reasonably well.  although i've had this deep chested weight on my for quite some time now

and it's getting worse
on three hours of sleep
but last night was memorable
and lovely, really.

and tonight im supposed to enjoy good company
but my chest is weighing me down
real down
to where i can't really think of anything else
pnemonia ( Read more... )

There are a few things i've learned about my position at my workplace:
one: i will be blamed for things that it's possible i haven't done
two: everyone is wrong despite what anyone says
three: i will be looked down upon for my job title
four: people are starting to realize that i'm not the type to typically fit the "american girl receptionist" 
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how can something once so intoxicating turn spoiled so quickly?

i cannot comprehend.

wilbur is still missing. patrick is dead.

R.I.P Pug

it really bothers me that people seem to be nonexistant without a significant other.  if it's not one, it's another! blah, its the same thing over and over again.

i'm so tired of couples. throw up.

you're born alone

you die alone.

when am i going to come across more people who realize this? 

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