grr! stupid xanga!

"mm i have a boyfriend. everyone said you're kathlyn you don't want a relationship. i just don't know. i just went with the flow and i like him. i like him a lot. lets just see where the winds take us. suddenly everything changed ( Read more... )

how i am going to write this thing:

(it was actually k's idea)

from my perspective, but through a series of weird flashbacks and dreams, sort of.

thats enough explaining for now

"things are an awkward beauty these past few weeks...days. i have done many things, dreamed of new dreams and hoped for time to stop. we look at eachother different, we are so much closer then we used to be. it's quite amazing. we catch eachothers eyes like we were meant to glance and turn at the exact same moment. i feel something different, ( Read more... )

kathlyn: this beautiful boy doesn't know i exist ( Read more... )

"we were having a arguement about something ridiculous and i grabbed his head while we were at the light and i was saying i loved him and he was my best friend. joking around...and i wanted to tell him, what has been going on in my mind. i didn't and while i was there his face so incredibly close to mine i kissed him on the cheek. he has long ( Read more... )

notes for the story ( Read more... )

it deleted my journal for the book!
so i am transferring whatever i can find to here, then trying to remember what else happened.
grr!
and then we'll go from there.