( Survey I stole from Alyssa )

No. No. Fuck dating. I can't do it. It's just not me. Maybe once I've know then person and want to know them romaticly..maybe. otherwise no.

Know what's been on my mind? do you really wanna know? well? do you!?! Stupid computer never answers me. ANyway. The word is, Dating. seems everytime someone mentions it I listen, carefully. Why? WTF? I think it's because I've been really into doing 'new' things latley, like I only smoke ciggy butts (hehe ciggy butts...) because its new, drink ( Read more... )

Matheus Macedo WORD COUNT: 950 ( Read more... )

1) Become a better writer ( Read more... )

God my head hurts. I haven't said two words to anyone today yet there has been a non stop one way conversation in my head, no, wait, it's not always one way, sometimes I talk to myself, not lout loud but I do talk, like there are two completly different people inside of me, one for each point of whatever argument I'm having. My head hurts as does ( Read more... )

The car pulls up and I throw out the cigarette with the anticipation of a madman, watching all his movements, each step tells me something new, each step is one closer to his last and yet I have no guilt, no remorse because I’ve been waiting for this since I was twelve years old and now, in the dead of a quiet October night it will finally happen, ( Read more... )

Fire roars skyward, licking, reaching, "This is great," I think "this is the real stuff..." the car is almost black now and the people inside have surely turned to ash but I keep filming, keep recording the images the mothers at home will gasp at, the scene the fathers will remind their sons of before giving them the keys to the car, what I do is ( Read more... )

And I'm still going strong. No, not strong. But going. Somewhere. I like where I am so maybe I'll stay, but then again there's that uncertainty. All I need is to know, what's next, am I waiting for what's next or is it waiting for me? Do I make some sort of move or do I sit and wait for something to happen? Am I happy? Well. I'm not as sad as I ( Read more... )

Life isn't like the movies. Nothing is gonna happen when you expect it to. It's not a TV show, the subtle romance isn't real. It's all in your head. No one's dragging it out to the season finally in effort to keep the audience watching and waiting. There will be no kiss. We are not Heroes. We are indeed Lost, only OUR island isn't shrouded in ( Read more... )