this has probabaly been one of the best weekends ever. enough said

so ya i got my hair cut. i looks......shorter. i had a ton of fun yesterday and set a new record for longest time on the phone. wow that was long.today i have to go to practice and get my uniform. then i get to walk home casue my mom cant pick me up since she hurt her back and cant drive. yipee.

why is life so unfair. seriously i cant do anything with it getting all messed up. i feel like i let you down, i feel like i let myself down. all in all i am down.(not dancing down) right when i thought hey this is goin good and i dont have to worry anymore about anything my life gets sucked undercontrol by running. welp there goes my life.

i feel like a complete ass hole. and i didnt even know i was doing it. but now i wish i could change everything i have done today. and you dont have to change who you are cause no matter what, you are yourself and thats what i like about you.

I cant wait to see how all this unfolds.

so ya i have this delema and it sucks. i have no clue what to do. ya so pretty much thats it.

i am tired of being the nice guy that people see at school and know as a friends and talk to and stuff. i am tired of being alone and at home being stuck doing nothing as other people hang out. i never go anywhere and i know some of that is my fault but i am just tired of any1 who i call not being able to do a single thing. it always seems like ( Read more... )

this week has been the absolute worst. yesterday my parents took me to parent teacher confrences so that i could get yelled at by them aferward for no reason. now i am grounded cause i said some stupid stuff and wont have a life from now until april. also today amy broke up with me. she said that she wasnt ready yet for a boyfriend. so ya. life

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