keightlynn is in   love  .

so...poo.

someone pray for me. ?
or rather...

like.

yes so...

ROTC awards are thursday.
** keightlynn may shine a bit, if thats okay..**

marcy will do wonderfully. 
i know it. 
and so will bein. 
he's a blood sucking marine,
but underneath... hes a good guy.

some panic. *to make your day bright*
"..swear to shake it up if you swear to listen o we're still so young. 
desperate for attention. i aim to be.. ( Read more... )

last night i made a list of my hopes and dreams. things i want to accomplish.

........

ofcourse there were gushy things like find my true love...etc etc. 
...become a famous photographer.
and then...=

# 13. Graduation cruise to Italy!!!!!!

anyone wanna come with..?
i'd fancy some company.

:)

its raining outside. im hoping it will storm...

maybe the rain will come and wash my fears away.

i dont like my face. and my two best friends in the world are gorgeous. so much prettier than me. im selfish/jealous. and it makes me so sad.

*on another note:

i aced my algebra exam.
whoohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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im tired of feeling lonely.
sometimes i dance around in circles-
 ...just so i can get dizzy and fall on the floor. 
i like to laugh just because. 
i sing in the shower. and make sure im heard.
i doodle on my test papers.
i love the rain. and i love to be wet. 
i like to shop but feel guilty when i spend too much money. 
at this very moment i'm happy. 
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run around..
the tree bend,

*make sure the sun is out.

peek your head to the side..
and here you will find me.

:)

i dunno. but it makes me laugh.
I've been writing some songs lately. infact, I may post one. later, ofcourse. 
and,....im not going to fear rejection.

ive done to much of that.

i cry when my face breaks out.
which is always.

and ants like to eat me.
all over my legs

i want to be a superhero.

like superman..

..or better yet, Jesus.

life sucks...

1.sometimes
2.all the time
3.           when we make it.

found that out today. 
                   everything goes wrong because i choose to let it. 
its natural to make the worst of a situation. to make it suck..

my goodness. it's 7:00

haha...time for sleep.  ;)

get ready for this crap..

my brother is making me a myspace.
whoohoo.
but im not sure if i'll use it.
because that would make me a hypocrite.

today:
1. jean skirt
2. Lei jeans
3. blue beads
4. colorful earrings
5. elegant earrings

i have jeans.
1 down, 5 to go.

"...If God tells you something, shut up and listen.."

= most honest thing Ive said all day. 
So maybe I should live by that too, huh?
I'll tell you something though..,

Im really trying....