now i'm feeling a little nervous and anxious to to what she'll say. and i'm beginning to doubt if i even should of said it. maybe she'll think that its not the truth or that i'm fucking with her mind to just giver her a name. just for the record it be the truth and its not just to throw a name or whatnot. i be honest like that. oh well ( Read more... )

the girl i'm in love with is the girl i cant have. she's younger than i am by two years and probably doesnt even care that i loike her. she be awsome with creativity, she love musica, she's kinda into her studies, she's funny, smart, gorgeous, short(hehe), and i can probuhbuhbuhbly go on and on and on. shes badass what can i say. and julia ur ( Read more... )

first off....AAARRAHHRHBLAHBUBLAHAGARR ( Read more... )

thought i would put in some poetry for the readers of this....psshhh what am i talking about i only have one reader.*shrugs* oh well. here goes it ( Read more... )

lost in profound thought is my next piece of literature, or should i say next piece of me on paper. it has most of my thoughts, perceptions, ideas, and beliefs of a lot of things that speed through my mind. it took my three hours just to get 6hundred words. so i think it should be good.

this weekend was awsome...but it would have been better if i had been able to try shrooms. it was another disappointment cause the hookup failed and said they had ran out of shrooms. oh well. just my luck ( Read more... )

i fell in love with a girl lalala she fell in love with the world. no j/k. but i did fall in love, yet she doesnt have a clue that i have all these hidden emotions for her. plus, i feel if i do go up to her and tell her, that ppl will think condescending towards me cause of the fact that she's two years younger than. i personally dont see anything ( Read more... )

fucks yeah, a best friend(a brother), just came down from austin. gonna spend some time and just have fun.

YAY! i'm talking to my ex again...i think we may hit it off this time, hopefully.*fingers crossed*. i go see her later on today when she gets out of her drivers-ed class. i love being around her. the one thing i miss from our ex-relationship is hugging her. that is the most i miss. i'm gonna giver her a love mix of songs, just to give her a hint of ( Read more... )

so yeah last nights dreams...pretty messed up, a hightech world with machine looking animals. a maze. and an intimate moment with a special someone i hadnt talked to till recently. some ppl tell me they cant remember theirs but i can recall all of mine.