its sad the things that make you realize that your growing up, that your childhood is over.
my best friend is engaged to be married. shes the only person outside of my family thats always been there for me; my best friend for seven years, now shes going to be someone's wife.
nothing seems to have been working lately, or atleast not for me. iguess its karma. so whatever. i figure i have it coming. i suppose things can only get better.
i had the worst time sleeping last night. i just stayed up &thought, &i couldnt fall asleep untill i turned my light on, &my music.